Currently Listening Something More By Ginny Owens 7 see related

my peeps!!!!

i miss ya'll so much!!!!!!!!!!! REALLY, it's true. But i love you and that makes up for it!!!

sooooo....belhaven is going GREAT. I had my doubts, but i really do love it here, that's for sure. The people, my girls!!!!, professors, classes, community, it's just amazing and a mix that's hard to find even if you look hard for it!

here are some FUN times dedicated to the caldwell night life:

the "sound proof room" at 2 am

the secret and completely illegal hottub

our martin luther king cake party

at a b-ball game!

your average early morning college tree-climbing

locked in the haven

me recovering after rolling down a really big hill holding hands with someone

our pyramid in the gillespie commons

and WHO could forget a shout out to my girls!!!

lacy-dear beautiful one, i love you SO VERY MUCH!!!!! i miss you pretty crazy too...not enough time together at all, but i have a peace about it because i know it's not gonna ever change. what's a few days in a life time of sisterhood?

mo- girl!! i had fun with you at my house last weekend!!! that was good times and good laughs. and you KNOW that i love you A LOT and you'll always be a little sister to me and always make me smile. you get more beautiful every time i see you!!

bri- so what if i love you tons?!?! i'm pretty much glad that i get to be all up in your business all the time. haha i love you and i'm glad we talk. you know you can call me WHENEVER you need anything. girl, i got your back. i'm glad you came over sunday and i'm glad i get to have you in my life. i love you honey.

Currently Listening Long Way Home By Ginny Owens see related

sooo xanga is a lil bit of a good way to stay in touch with people.

i'll update when i can!!

this break has been great!! i've learned a lot, and i love learning.

This is the main thing i've learned:

*Beauty is found in the true story.*

if i cover up all the imperfections in my life, then God isn't glorified by how he has sustained me. that's what struggles are for in the first place--to draw us close and to give glory to our father

i've had so much fun with friends during the break and i've gotten to spend some time with my girls!!

mollie, lacy and bri...........i love you all so very much!!! don't forget it either!!

His grace is sufficient for me.

i don't really think anyone reads this anymore...and this may seem out of place, but i really don't care because it could help someone else out.

i've been too scared for everyone to know me and know my flaws, but that's me-i have flaws and i'm not scared for the people who look up to me to see that.

i was diagnosed with depression about a year ago and i've had it my whole life.  i'm not sure why. i used to go to a counselor, but that didn't work for me, so then i went on medication, but i stopped taking it when i went to Belhaven.  i'm dealing with it, but some days are just hard.

 most people don't and won't understand, but for the few that do understand or maybe even are experiencing what i have, you're not alone.  you are not alone, and you're not weird. if anyone needs to talk, just call or email me and i can give you my cell number. if it helps one person, then it wasn't for nothing.

i dont update this anymore...sorry....this is for face...

everything at belhaven is awesome. i love my friends, love my roommate, love my RA's, found a guy i would like to marry at first glance..haha we're just talkin but he is EXTREMELY grounded and awesome and hilarious and fun and crazy....he's a great friend if nothing more...i would love to marry a guy like him face, seriously he's that great, and i know that for a fact-that he's great- and he puts God before everything else in his life, he's a man about stuff and i don't have to be the strong one, he challenges me. i actually wouldn't mind being like him.  he's a great person to be around, and it's not who you think it is, we'll talk about it tomorrow. SOOOOOOOOO......everything is great... yeah

i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't wait to spend time with you and now ive updated!!